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+(
+// Generate a terrain table
+~terrain = Buffer.alloc(s, 1024, 1);
+~terrain.sine1([1, 0.5, 0.3, 0.2, 0.1], true); // You can sculpt this more chaotically
+
+SynthDef("fm_pulsar_terrain", {
+	arg a, e, f, d;
+	var t, overlap, carfreq, modfreq, mInd, vel, vel_, tblPos, sig;
+
+	f = \freq.kr(100);
+
+	vel = \kel.kr(0.5);
+	vel_ = vel.clip(0,1.0).linlin( 0, 1, 2, 0.7);
+
+	e = EnvGen.kr(
+		Env.adsr(
+			\att.kr(0.025) * vel_,
+			\dec.kr(0.02) * vel_,
+			\susl.kr(0.7),
+			\rel.kr(4),
+			curve: \curve.kr(-4)
+		),
+		gate: \gate.kr(1),
+		doneAction:2
+	) * vel;
+
+	carfreq = f * \cf.kr(2) + LFNoise1.kr(3).range(0,50);
+	modfreq = carfreq * \mf.kr(2) + LFNoise1.kr(3).range(0,100);
+
+	t = Impulse.ar(f);
+
+	mInd = e.pow(3.3); // use envelope shape to shift table pos
+	overlap = 1.1 - e.pow(0.5);
+	d = overlap / f;
+
+	// convert modfreq to index between 0 and 1 for VOsc
+	tblPos = modfreq.linlin(0, 8000, 0, 1).wrap(0, 1); // safer than clip for edge cases
+
+	a = Mix([
+		SinOsc.ar(f),
+		GrainBuf.ar(1, t, d, ~terrain, tblPos, carfreq, 0, 2)
+	]);
+
+	a = LeakDC.ar(a * e);
+	Out.ar(\outBus.kr(0), a.dup * \gain.kr(0.1));
+
+}).add;
+)
+
+Synth(\fm_pulsar_terrain);
+
+
+
+(
+// MIDI
+// EMF: one major issue here is that ~notes is never actually initialized as an array, so it's nil. when you try to store a Synth at index nn, SC throws an error, because you can't put an item into nil. So, we first initialize ~notes as an array of size 128. After I add this line, your polyphonic MIDI code seems to work fine (no stuck notes)
+
+~notes = Array.newClear(128);
+
+MIDIdef.noteOn(\noteOnTest, {
+	arg vel, nn, chan, src;
+	[vel, nn].postln;
+
+	if (chan == 0, {
+		~notes[nn] = Synth.new(
+			\fm_pulsar_terrain,
+			[
+				\freq, nn.midicps,
+				\amp, vel.linexp(1,127,0.01,0.3),
+				// \gate, 1,
+
+			]
+		);
+	});
+});
+
+MIDIdef.noteOff(\noteOffTest, {
+	arg vel, nn, chan;
+	[vel, nn].postln;
+
+	if (chan == 0, {
+		~notes[nn].set(\gate, 0);
+		~notes[nn] = nil;
+	});
+});
+
+[
+	[\freq, 0, 50, 4000],
+	[\amp, 1, 0.0, 1.5],
+	[\cf, 2, 0.1, 4.0],
+	[\mf, 3, 0.1, 4.0],
+	[\tblIndex, 4, 0.0, 1.0],
+	[\gain, 5, 0.01, 1.0],
+	[\att, 6, 0.001, 0.2],
+	[\dec, 7, 0.001, 0.2],
+	[\rel, 8, 0.1, 8.0],
+	[\susl, 9, 0.0, 1.0],
+	[\curve, 10, -8.0, 8.0],
+	[\kel, 11, 0.0, 1.0]
+].do { |spec|
+	var param, cc, min, max;
+	#param, cc, min, max = spec;
+
+	MIDIdef.cc(param.asSymbol, { |val, num, chan, src|
+		if (chan == 2) {
+			var mapped = val.linlin(0, 127, min, max);
+			~pulsar.set(param, mapped);
+		}
+	}, cc);
+};
+)
+
+
+(
+MIDIClient.init;
+MIDIIn.connectAll;
+)
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